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FORGOTTEN

25th February 2025 JoBarkerLeave a comment

We have Forgotten they forgot that they died in the somme and died for the freedom of our country….forgotten them

They again in world war two fought for freedom and died for us ….but where’s it all gone….have we forgotten them.

They were in two towers ,planes and buildings in the thousands ,they died for us firemen ,policemen , priests ,nurses they died on duty ……have you forgotten them.

Lee Rigby was innocent yet beheaded and stabbed ,worked for the army ,he died for us ….have you forgotten him.

Our tube trains and buses bombed at rush hour people lost their lives ,dust rained down on Britain ,clouded over as a darkness formed….you have forgotten them.

Why are they siding with this evil that destroys the west they are taking our freedom our lives our dignity ,our flags….why is our government siding with the ones who destroy their own people ,and making them suffer.

Have they forgotten the lives the suffering ,have they forgotten their duty to the union jack …..you ask “How the west was won?”

It was lost ,it is lost now we can only hope ,they have FORGOTTEN THEM THEY HAVE FORGOTTEN US.

You won’t find his body he came back from the dead

27th December 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

I’ve noticed on some documentaries archeologists try to find the body of Jesus .

They are either being skeptical or atheist.

Because everyone who has read the Bible and said The Creed knows Jesus rouse from the dead saved people from hell, rouse to heaven as is seated at the right hand of god his father.

There is no body to find because his body and him came back from the dead , remember Jesus is half human half god he is god’s son.

He came to earth by the holy spirit to spread the word and to bring peace love and hope ,he started the Catholic church .

I can’t understand why archeologists are so obsessed with trying to find something they will never ever find.

You will only see Jesus in heaven,unless he decides to appear like his mother Mary ,to give an important message ,we don’t know if he will or not .

So please don’t bother searching for bones of Jesus he came alive again he is not buried in any tombs he is not bones.

Google don’t advertise scams it’s not right!!!

27th December 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

I play games on my Google play android ,just to relax .

But one thing that is not relaxing is ads not just any ads they are scams,usually with the same actors in them.

These games guarantee you thousands of pounds to never worry about money again and instant withdrawal.

It’s all lies they do not do that ,and if we did all win on these so-called games we would all be rich….this makes it a scam.

The main scam game on Google play is plinko ,I think they do it to get money off you or your account details NOT to make you rich.

What’s worse is Google play advertised these games which is so wrong and should be against the law it is false advertising.

Not just that ,there are people really struggling out there they might see winning thousands as hope …..then their hopes are dashed by not receiving it.

I emailed the CEO of Google play and said what I’ve said in my blog…. surprise no reply from him…so he is willing to let people be scammed and brake the law with false advertising.

This is so extremely wrong so anyone out there please ignore the ads don’t click on them and stay save.

Currently ill

6th November 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

I am currently ill with

vasculitis and Deviated septum ,the Deviated septum I’ve had a while just it has got worse I can hardly breath on the right side of my nose.

On the left side of my nose I have had a nose bleed since September which is part of the vasculitis.

Narrow blood vessels have been infected and caused me to have blisters which looks like from the plague ughhhh and a rash that won’t go away.

My rash has nearly disappeared 4 times each time coming back worse,the blisters are so unbearable and sensitive

I’ve sometimes been crying because it affects you mentally as well as physically because you can’t exercise or do much walking ,hot showers are off because they all set the rash off.

I can’t shave my legs because if I catch the razor on the blisters I’d be with a bacterial infection which is worse ,I feel quite down it’s all upsetting I miss my normal life I miss my weights and being able to do things.

Hope it gets better soon if anyone else has suffered from this please comment below with outcomes and happy positive ones hopefully.

Baptism Is A Commitment ,Not to be used wrongly

31st March 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

Sadly I have noticed people using baptism for the wrong reasons ,they have not been taking it to be a part of the faith and of the Catholic church .

They are misusing a gift for Lord Jesus and God and are using it for gains Some are using it just for marriage ,some are using it for schools or to get in higher places.

This is very sad news,and I also don’t like the fact they lie to our Priests ,who lie to a priest? You must never lie to a man of god, you must respect him.

I got Baptised last year into the Catholic church ,I have always believed and had faith ,I enjoy going to mass I pray and feel close to the Lord ,being catholic is a special part of my life .

Sadly these others who get baptised just use the baptism for gains ….very upsetting .

I feel so strongly about this matter I have Written to Pope Francis

I am asking for strict rules for you to be baptised , because it is not to be used wrongly it is a gift from the lord it is a way of life and a commitment ,I feel you must have strong faith and commitment to the catholic church Lord God ,Jesus holy spirit and Virgin Mary .

If Anyone reading this blog plans on being Baptised to use it as a sin for gains and higher things in life ….please think again and do not get Baptised you are being unfaithful to the religion our priests who by the way work extremely hard ,the Pope and The lord.

Please do not waste their time do not lie to them search your soul and ask why for the right or wrong reasons.

I don’t like people misusing a gift for God to fulfill selfish needs or wants it ,is not for that .

Baptism is for people who truly believe and have faith and love and commitment to the Catholic church.

I remember after being baptised for a couple of months my mind was clear and I was at peace there was serenity and warmth in my heart my mind was clear ,everything was at peace ,I felt the gift from Jesus on me and it was one of the most amazing feelings I’ve ever had.

Also we were visited by the Holy Spirit ,my Dad and I saw it in our Garden as a white Dove ,it truly was the Holy spirit.

My faith is strong I believe 100 % and the spiritual and miracles ,My wrist for 2 to 3 years was turning into arthritis I was scared I would not do art again I prayed it got better and I got a white cross on my wrist where it was healed.

This is strong faith and belief ,so I ask my readers please only get Baptised if you believe and have faith and commitment to the catholic church .

FaceBook is getting ridiculous

29th March 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

Recently I shared a post that came up on my Facebook feed from Batman The Movie ,the 1960s one.

All the posts were two photos from the movie ,one with batman with a shark hanging off him ,and some writing a person out saying how camp and corny the movie was.

So I shared it seeing the humour as I’ve seen the movie and love the corny 60s batman.

Anyhow Facebook messaged me saying they have removed the post for being offensive and inappropriate……..whatttttttt!!!!! To quote Francis Rossi …

There was nothing offensive or inappropriate about it….they delete that but they won’t delete things like men degraded women’s private parts which have been going on since forever….btw only idiotic immature men say things like that…not real men.

They won’t delete anything that truly is upsetting like the hundreds of things going wrong with the UK like people being offended by our flag….don’t like don’t live here!!! I’ll plaster the house in union jacks and St George’s if I have to you who do not like it can go to your own country in case you haven’t noticed THIS IS GREAT BRITAIN…GUESS WHAT OUR FLAG IS!!!!!.

sorry I’m going off on one there’s only so much you can take living here the country has been destroyed .

Anyway you’re not allowed to say anything on Facebook they get offended by everything you can say ,and ,the ,it..that’s not offensive…..or is it. Apparently 60s Batman is offensive…….bit its not at all it’s a funny great movie,

We need the 70s and 80s back you had more freedom then and nobody got offended ,mThe modernorld is clearly mad and insane

Try to help and people just say negative things.

24th March 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

I recently joined an app called Neighbours and left the app.

It’s an app where you’re meant to meet local people and help local people,so I tried to help, a Dead cat under was in my local park so I posted about it.

And people left negative comments like why didn’t you check it was breathing or take a photo.

You try doing that when you’ve got a dog who does not like cats in one hand on a lead ,plus touching dead animals you can catch stuff off them. The best thing to do is leave it be.

I left because I’m sick of the negativity of people it’s all you hear these days ,you try your best to be kind ,caring and in return you get slapped in the face .

Problem with Woke people is they can’t agree to disagree they are selfish ,they think the world owes them,they won’t say when they are wrong.Ill be glad when woke is over bring back caring thoughtful people who stuck together and agreed to disagree.

We are human we are not perfect we all have flaws and faults ,I know I have imperfections and get things wrong because that’s part of life but try and be positive and supportive because if you are negative it brings people down and negatives cause other negatives.

As Yoda said anger leads to hate and hate leads to suffering……he said something like that.

Rejection affects you all your life

1st February 2024 JoBarker3 Comments

I have been rejected and judged by people since I was a kid.

I remember sitting on a cold step in playing ground crying and alone ,not noticing the bell to come in and still sitting there in silence…..this is rejection.

I’ve been single forever ,I have never had a relationship never had sex never had companionship ….sadly missed out on these wonderful things ….not by choice,by other people’s choices

I’m now 40 and the rejection is not just of men but lack of friends to and social life is still with my hurting It affects you your whole life .Emotionally it does not completely go as it is still happening.

I noticed since my late to mid 20s I lost all hope ,I don’t get hopeful because I just expect the worst ,Because sadly that is what happens ,I have no hope left in me ,sadly because I know I’ll be rejected and worst is always going to happen to me.

Then I ask myself ,am I ugly? What is wrong with me? Why does a man not want me? Why do people not want to be friends?

I try to be a good person I treat people as I’d like to be be treated my self ,I have good manners ,show people I care ….yet here I am 40 years old unmarried no social life apart from at church and in text messages???

Why ? What’s wrong with me? Why can’t people love me like I love them? I feel cursed like I’ve done something really really evil to suffer this the whole of my life .

At age 28 I said to myself I condemn myself to my fate I will most likely die old and alone and have a poorpas grave …if I’m really lucky I’ll have a faithful dog by my side.

But that is where I see my future ,this is also why dogs are important to my life they love you they are there they bring you happiness when no one else will.

Things I’ve lost: HOPE ,LUCK ,HAPPYNESS

Things I have to give : Love , Loyalty,faith,compaction,friendship

I have a lot of love in my heart I try to tell family and anyone I care about I love them because I will regret it if I don’t and if something bad happens it’s important to tell people you love them as it brings happiness.

Not being told your loved or cared for you get tears rejection pain and cry on your pillow endless nights ….I’m 40 and still do that I’ve been doing that since I can remember.

I can only dream of what it’s like to be loved by a man and that is most likely all it ever will be …just a dream that will never happen….it’s painful knowing this future and not experiencing having love from someone ….it would probably make me the happiest woman on earth if it did happen..

But until then sadness will always dwell with me.

We can’t all have kids

28th January 2024 JoBarkerLeave a comment

As a catholic you would think I would agree with the pope on things.

Not everything he thinks we should all have children and not pet dogs,this does not work for me and other people.

For Example In the past I have suffered stress , depression,panic attacks and anxiety ,if I had kids I would not be able to cope I would end up in hospital with a huge break down so due to stress.

A DOG is much better for me ,I feel relaxed and loved by dogs and they matter alot to me ,they help with my Asperger’s and help me not feel alone and I can talk and be comforted by a dog life without one would be depressing.

Not all women can have kids ,they can’t afford mental health issues ,health issues ,life issues also some people would be bad abusive parents and just shouldn’t have kids.

So no we cannot all go round having kids there are personal issues and loads of other issues .

Sometimes having a pet is better for people and their health ,plus you have a choice it’s your life it’s your body it is up to you ,don’t have people tell you that you HAVE to.

Having children is a lot of effort and hard work and costly not everyone can cope with that ,I’m one that can’t ….I get anxious when kids are noisy and running around I get like this when shops are very crowded I’m.no good with crowds .

And I happily bless dogs and pets if given the right to .

How you know your soulmate

17th September 2023 JoBarkerLeave a comment

I found myself as a person , finally when I met him. Many years of stress ,rejection and being bullied clouded my mind teens and onwards I was very lost and could not find myself or know myself too well.

October 16 2015 I joined Wild Colours Art group 2016/2017. I met him bare with me ,some of this is complex and hard to explain. There is a strong spiritual feeling of chemistry between us I’ve never experienced with anyone else .

We share the same humor and banter ,and he was the first man ever to drop his jaw when he saw me.I see in his eyes my soulmate warmth caring but also missing me in him.

I noticed the empty space in my soul that had hurt me for many years ,was filled up and has never returned ,my love for him makes me feel young ,happy and cheerful.

We bounce off each other’s advice I have given him in the past ,he returns to me as advice ,we have similar lives ever so slightly , our disabilities are similar and we should not be ashamed of them.

His eyes tell me a thousand and one things not just about him but about my self ,my soul senses when he is feeling down and when he is happy ,my dreams tell me when he thinks of me ,and what he would want to say to me ,but can’t .

We both have paths leading in the same direction ,and I hope again to bump head on into him,because I love him so much the warmth from the love brings out happiness and youthfulness ,that happiness he gives me is like a potion of youth,I know I’ll love him til forever in heaven and whatever’s next it life, he is part of me I am part of him .