Glad I don’t have too many friends

Reason why is because ,well starting with social media ,people using 😄 laughing emoji on comments and putting nasty horrible remarks.

It’s so immature and I don’t want to be friends with people who laugh at others like that ….they are not school kids they are full grown adults yet act like 10 year olds!!

I’ve not got time for nasty immature bullies  I don’t see the point of being nasty to strangers. Why do they do it I’m glad I don’t have many friends I’m happy with the one I’ve got and I trust him 100 %  of the nicest people I know.

I think most of my friends will be dogs I love dogs loyal faithful caring and judgmental I wish I could own a cavalier  king Charles spaniel again always happy  ,lovely dogs ,my favourite breed.

I can’t understand why adults want to be like 10 year olds bullying others and being nasty …..it’s so pointless. These days you get laughed at for options that people disagree with….rather than just disagreeing with you they would rather get nasty and bully you, I also get laughed for being against illegal drugs ,cannabis ,loud music …..but they laughed because they are clearly immature and don’t know right from wrong.

Socially for all humans social life has changed ,you see people with their heads in their phones out…and not paying attention to the world around them….before tech people would chat in streets over fence …basically everything with Alot more social in the olden days.

I use my phone certain times of the day ,for games ,shopping ect,or if TV is rubbish ,the rest of time is spent with my dog ,my art ,my dumbbells and miniverse….I have Alot of hobbies to keep me busy 😄reading….photography……and on and on.

If I ever meet new people who become friends and who I eventually trust it will be a bonus…it’s very hard to make friends these days….I only give my trust to people I’ve known for a long time and I feel 100 percent that they are loyal faithful trustworthy people🕊️♥️ it’s also saver that way.

Sometimes I just want to live on a Island

How the UK is now being destroyed by illegal immigrants and messing up our culture ,our religion and beliefs.

It is depressing and on social media seeing big companies  brands ect saying Eid Mubarak just hurts so much.

We are a Christian country and some stupid people stand up for Muslims/Islam clearly they’ve forgotten 9/11,…7/7…Lee Rigby ,3 Southport girls ,London bridge ,Spanish train bomb ,France ,Amsterdam all caused by Muslim terrorist…they are evil and not peaceful they kill Christians gays they kill none believers they treat women like dirt…..change your minds now!!!!

It’s getting so bad that sometimes I wish I could be away from it all on a peaceful island ,just far away from politics ,woke ,immigrants and the mess the UK is in ,it is very depressing….sadly I have suffered from depression most of my life .

So this does not help seeing the country go like this hurts me sickened me and brakes my heart I feel like screaming and crying sometimes ,just want it  be made better or for me to move away far away away from it all.

FORGOTTEN

We have Forgotten they forgot that they died in the somme and died for the freedom of our country….forgotten them

They again in world war two fought for freedom and died for us ….but where’s it all gone….have we forgotten them.

They were in two towers ,planes and buildings in the thousands ,they died for us firemen ,policemen , priests ,nurses they died on duty ……have you forgotten them.

Lee Rigby was innocent yet beheaded and stabbed ,worked for the army ,he died for us ….have you forgotten him.

Our tube trains and buses bombed at rush hour people lost their lives ,dust rained down on Britain ,clouded over as a darkness formed….you have forgotten them.

Why are they siding with this evil that destroys the west they are taking our freedom our lives our dignity ,our flags….why is our government siding with the ones who destroy their own people ,and making them suffer.

Have they forgotten the lives the suffering ,have they forgotten their duty to the union jack …..you ask “How the west was won?”

It was lost ,it is lost now we can only hope ,they have FORGOTTEN THEM THEY HAVE FORGOTTEN US.

Britain heading towards Hunger Games

People think the British are Rich….I can tell you we are not rich ,the only rich people are greedy mps taking from the poor to make the rich richer …highly unfair.

Britain had been hit really badly by prices rises on everything ,people who don’t have the money are suffering some are commiting suicide that’s how bad it is.

With petrol ,food tax’s ect Britain is going back to medieval times it’s awful people are struggling …really we are a 3rd country the rich are greedy and get richer they don’t help the poor ,they should they have more money then they need!!.

If you have seen the Hunger Games movies this is what Britain is turning into ,it’s heartbreaking power and greed is evil it’s an awful thing that distroys life’s …if I had more money then I’d help someone out who really really needed it.

But I’am not I’m almost 40 (next year) living with my parents and could never afford to rent or buy a house ,if it wasn’t for my parents ,I’d most likely be homeless or really struggling to have a life ,I have Aspurgers and have disability which is 400 a month ,if I had electric gas ,tv license rent I’d have 0 ,you cannot live off that.

I don’t want to be a millionaire ,but I’d like just enough not to worry about my bank balance I’m not greedy I buy 2nd clothes .

I know that some modern women think money is everything and all they want from a man is his wallet…sad cows!! All I’ve ever want was love ,sex passion friendship ,my heart is what I follow, What we call modern Britain ….really is not corruption greedy rich mps are bringing Britain right back to the medieval times. Life is not easy if you are British and poor ….it is not the land of milk and honey ,what we need is a Robin Hood To take from the rich and give to the poor …the rich do not need any more money they’ve got enough …start helping people out.

Coved19 March 2020

Week 1 &2

Week 1 : My art group where I socialise do Art and meet with my best friend in canteen, was cancelled.

This made me feel very sad intact I burst into tears , my fear is never seeing my friends or art group again.

Tuesdays Art group gave me happyness and my friend he gives me lots of happyness if I lost him I’d die.

Week 2 Mum & I always go to Hampshire in March to visit family ,also have a few days out.

1st change we saw was the service station at Warwick was almost empty.

On a Normal day the service station would be full.

Supermarkets have been mad to much ques and people panic buying, There is no need for this .

If you just did your normal shopping and didn’t panic , we would still have lots of stuff and not have run out .

Victoria Park Hampshire was so busy , becouse we are all aloud to go for healthy walks in parks , I loved seeing all the happy doggies having walks as I love dogs.

My only fears at the moment are

  1. My Dad who has underlying health issues getting coved19
  2. Not seeing Chris again
  3. Not seeing friends in art group again
  4. Normality and being able to live a normal life going for cafe shopping days out ect ect .
  5. That’s all that’s worrying me .
  6. I urge you all to think of others and don’t panic buy and KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON!!!!!

Covid 19 death tolls awful .

Great Briton 22.123 death here now , it is so awful that so many people have died.

I think we should learn from other countries like New Zealand who haven’t had many deaths , they have fought off and protected there people really well.

I hope a vaccine/cure gets found soon becouse ,yes we all want normal life and freedom ….but right now lockdown keeps us safe from catching the virus and reduces it we need it to die out.

America can you please stop being so relaxed !!

You have the highest death toll almost 60 thousand people sadly lost there life’s.

Stay at home keep lockdown that’s how you stop it speeding and catching and get it to fizzle out.

Just stop being so relaxed , right now the whole world is in lockdown that includes you if you want people to live and the virus to die .

Stop being pig headed and lockdown .

Coved19 week 4 March 2020

Now UK is practically a ghost town EVERYTHING except supermarkets and pharmacys is shut.

On the way back from Hampshire on Sunday the motorways were like country roads empty or two or three cars.

The service station was empty.

Now I’am staying in and also in my garden for sunshine and fresh air.

Luckily I have loads of arty hobbies to keep me busy , plus books to read and a exercise bike so won’t get bored.

I’m taking the approach of people during the 1940s World War Two times.Just staying calm and taking one day at a time , it’s easy that way , becouse we do not know yet when this will be over.

Also found a app called Chapters which is basically erotic and romantic story’s which I’m hooked on right now.

It gives me that excitement in my life I’ve never really had. When your a woman of my age with lack of love life these novels help a little… dreams that you want in reality.

Intact I’m not going to go there I’m not far of 40 and the thought of lack of love life depresses me, the mid life crisis.

Just take one day at a time be distracted by hobbies carry on with a normal life at home and carry on ….Homes where the heart is and when your not there you miss it.

So enjoy your home becouse it’s your home.

Corovirus / breastmilk could save us

I was watching BBC news channel last night and a Doctor on it said Corovirus could not be transmitted through breastmilk.

Breast Milk has lots of cells , good bacteria , amino Acids that help baby ,I was wondering if the cells in breast milk prevent and fight of Corovirus .

If they are strong enough to fight it of maybe they could make sum pill of medicine from breastmilk becouse of what is in it , with its possabiltys of flighting off the virus , the cells and immunity in it.

It is just a theory and idea I’am not a scientist or anything …..I’m a artist .Just what I heard of the news made me think , It’s better to find something and solve the issue and think of ways and solutions for a world wide virus that needs stopping.