Category: help

Currently ill

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I am currently ill with

vasculitis and Deviated septum ,the Deviated septum I’ve had a while just it has got worse I can hardly breath on the right side of my nose.

On the left side of my nose I have had a nose bleed since September which is part of the vasculitis.

Narrow blood vessels have been infected and caused me to have blisters which looks like from the plague ughhhh and a rash that won’t go away.

My rash has nearly disappeared 4 times each time coming back worse,the blisters are so unbearable and sensitive

I’ve sometimes been crying because it affects you mentally as well as physically because you can’t exercise or do much walking ,hot showers are off because they all set the rash off.

I can’t shave my legs because if I catch the razor on the blisters I’d be with a bacterial infection which is worse ,I feel quite down it’s all upsetting I miss my normal life I miss my weights and being able to do things.

Hope it gets better soon if anyone else has suffered from this please comment below with outcomes and happy positive ones hopefully.

Try to help and people just say negative things.

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I recently joined an app called Neighbours  and left the app.

It’s an app where you’re meant to meet local people and help local people,so I tried to help, a Dead cat under was in my local park so I posted about it.

And people left negative comments like why didn’t you check it was breathing or take a photo.

You try doing that when you’ve got a dog who does not like cats in one hand on a lead ,plus touching dead animals you can catch stuff off them. The best thing to do is leave it be.

I left because I’m sick of the negativity of people it’s all you hear these days ,you try your best to be kind ,caring and in return you get slapped in the face .

Problem with Woke people is they can’t agree to disagree they are selfish ,they think the world owes them,they won’t say when they are wrong.Ill be glad when woke is over bring back caring thoughtful people who stuck together and agreed to disagree.

We are human we are not perfect we all have flaws and faults ,I know I have imperfections and get things wrong because that’s part of life but try and be positive and supportive because if you are negative it brings people down and negatives cause other negatives.

As Yoda said anger leads to hate and hate leads to suffering……he said something like that.

What it feels like to still be single near 40

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I am edging closer to 40 ,will be 40 in September ,I have official been single forever ,and not had sex ever!!

I have been rejected by all men ,even one who fell for me then rejected I have been rejected by my soulmate .

Inside it feels horrible ,leaves you thinking what’s wrong with you,? Why so much bad luck? What evil have I done to deserve so much rejection and pain? Am I ugly ?

I have done nothing wrong but be an honest caring loving person always been nice to people and given them love and made them feel good…in return they brake my heart leave me crying in bed this I’ve been doing now all my life…for once in my life I’d like happiness and love ,loyalty and friendship and passion ,never had that ever…why don’t you like me??

Need Art Group back In my life 😭

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Since stupid COVID my art group closed ,and with that my social life and life as I knew it went back to how it was before art group.

At Art group every Tuesday it was the highlight of my week I got to socialize,meet people and have a laugh and banter I miss everyone so much.We had such good times ,I was so happy.

Over the COVID years to stay happy I keep my sad feelings bottled up that includes missing art group and missing my special friend who texts me alot …but we need to start meeting in person again😭💔.I try to stay positive and happy as that is how I’d rather be ad life’s too short.

But every now and again I need to cry and think about these things and last night I did that,I have always found making friends hard and also my love life has always been at 0 ,Nearing 40 it gets to me worse than ever I’ve missed out on so.

In this modern era with WOKE people it’s so much harder to make friends as people get offended by everything ,you’re constantly walking on egg shells because you can’t say anything.

I’m from old school as you have seen in my blogs , I believe freedom of speech , expressing and discussing options in an adult mature way Woke people don’t do this if they don’t like your opinion they call you names get nasty and mean…very childish.

I’m on the search for a new social group in case my much loved art group does not start up again, it’s a hard search ….but important as I need a decent social life and to enjoy life and have good times because we only get one chance at life.

much

Help The Munkjak Deers of the A34 motorway

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My mum & I travel to Hampshire a few times a year because we have family down there .

When we reach the A34 we start seeing dead wildlife ….very sad Badgers ,foxes , pheasants ,rabbits …..and the smallest deer in the UK the Munkjak.

This time we saw just over 25 dead on the way there and back on A34 ,some were young deer done adults , but this is an awful terrible thing.The Munkjak are being killed on the motorway .

We think there should be some sort of fenceing on the A34 to stop animals crossing the motorway , British wildlife needs protection from dangers.

We would rather see them alive then dead , we just ask this simple thing to put a fence or wired fence up to stop Munkjak and other animals crossing the motorway ,too many are being killed on the A34 and it must stop , do not endanger the beautiful Munkjak deer to protect them.