Category: exspression

Glad I don’t have too many friends

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Reason why is because ,well starting with social media ,people using 😄 laughing emoji on comments and putting nasty horrible remarks.

It’s so immature and I don’t want to be friends with people who laugh at others like that ….they are not school kids they are full grown adults yet act like 10 year olds!!

I’ve not got time for nasty immature bullies  I don’t see the point of being nasty to strangers. Why do they do it I’m glad I don’t have many friends I’m happy with the one I’ve got and I trust him 100 %  of the nicest people I know.

I think most of my friends will be dogs I love dogs loyal faithful caring and judgmental I wish I could own a cavalier  king Charles spaniel again always happy  ,lovely dogs ,my favourite breed.

I can’t understand why adults want to be like 10 year olds bullying others and being nasty …..it’s so pointless. These days you get laughed at for options that people disagree with….rather than just disagreeing with you they would rather get nasty and bully you, I also get laughed for being against illegal drugs ,cannabis ,loud music …..but they laughed because they are clearly immature and don’t know right from wrong.

Socially for all humans social life has changed ,you see people with their heads in their phones out…and not paying attention to the world around them….before tech people would chat in streets over fence …basically everything with Alot more social in the olden days.

I use my phone certain times of the day ,for games ,shopping ect,or if TV is rubbish ,the rest of time is spent with my dog ,my art ,my dumbbells and miniverse….I have Alot of hobbies to keep me busy 😄reading….photography……and on and on.

If I ever meet new people who become friends and who I eventually trust it will be a bonus…it’s very hard to make friends these days….I only give my trust to people I’ve known for a long time and I feel 100 percent that they are loyal faithful trustworthy people🕊️♥️ it’s also saver that way.

Blog Of Grumpy Middle Aged woman

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Nearly 40 so getting older ,plus I am British ,and we are the best moaning and complainers in the world.Iam in the mood for moaning.

First sick of people setting fires in their gardens ,I like my window open and to have fresh air and coolness ,currently some selfish neighbour has a fire …..my eyes are stinging and ,I have breathing difficulties which I take nose spray for…..think of others before you set fires.!!!

Bouncing balls and trampolines horrid noises ,bouncing balls is a noise that ends up in your head like the ball is being bounced in your head ughhhh!!!

Noisey neighbours I don’t like your loud beating crappy music ,also turn your voices down the whole street does not need to hear you ,keep everything private in your own space not everyone else’s.

Cannabis smell ….just ban it completely it’s illegal it makes people Gaga and it smells like a toilet drain in a rubbish pile with rotten food on it .

Your reading this thinking I’d hate to live where she lives….your right haha….I just want peace and silence only noises I want to hear is nature maybe the odd car or plane pass by….but that it….and fresh lovely air with no horrid smells.

Artist Struggle: Hard year for an Artist

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This year I have really struggled with my work ,in past 5 months I have thrown away unfinished artworks because I get that gut feeling , that’s it’s not looking right.

I really hate chucking my work , last year was a good year I did not throw any works away.

There are things that make us artist insecure , for starters the media always post artist who do realistic photographic type art that they’ve done with pencils paint ect …we can’t all get that effect…and not everyone likes that sort of art.

Each artist has there own styles and technic unique .I admit I have felt insecure this year why do people have high expectations of us ,we cannot all do realistic art that looks like photographs,I only do what I can do.What Iam capable of.

It’s been such a struggle I want my art works to turn out well and sell well one ,I tried selling them on eBay but people these days want something for nothing , they expect to pay 1 pound 2 pound for art that take hours and expensive supplies ….I can’t live off that !!!

If any Artist have simpler artist block and struggles that are in my blog , feel free to comment it will help so much .

What’s the difference / there is not one.

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I honestly had enough of Black lives matter protests ,if your white and have a option you try to express you get called racist.

So on this blog I want to show you something I have noticed.

Lee Rigby good man who served his country killed by two black man brutally , no protests going on for weeks on end.

George Floyed Criminal drugs and used gun on pregnant girlfriend,killed by police officer , protests go on and on and on causeing more racism makeing people angry and depressed.

Saying white lives matter is racist yet saying black lives matter is not ?? What’s the difference same thing!!

White person says Black person ect ect gets called racist.

Black person says black and it’s not racist??

Black person says white person not racist huh??

Black and Asians get societys and things just for them , white people do not ,

I say I’m not racist and I’m honestly not never have been ,In against violence and hate crimes , People cause hate crimes to me coz I’m autistic .I want equelaty and to be able to express my options without getting abuse of people.

Right now there is no equelaty ,it’s very depressing and with covid and blacklivesmatter bangging on all the time I’ve found my self feeling sad upset , I’m going to get my Bible out and read revaltions because it feels like the end of the world.

The truth is if your white you can’t say anything ,this blog here I try to express my point , but most likely evil nasty people and the youngsters will see it as a target to abuse me and call me nasty things, which is uncalled for! Btw Don’t try it I’m 36 and heard it all before ( yes I know I can’t spell I’m autistic and human which means I’m not perfect!)

What happend to freedom of speech ,there is none coz if you say anything which is your independent option , you get abuse , which is a childish way of dealing with things .

Pigs will fly befour I’m allowed to express my options and the UK will never be how it was .sadly it has been doomed since all illegal immigrants came in .

Freedom of Options

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I’ve noticed over the past few weeks that people are not entitled to exspress there own opinion on things.

With JK Rowling exspressing her option on transgender which she is entitled to.

Lawrence Fox exspressing his option on black lives matter , and nasty Megan murtel treating prince Harry like a yes man.

I want to say we have freedom and believe to exspressing our own opinions on things , We cannot have one single option or be told what to believe and think.

It is up to us what our options are and what we want to say .

You cannot force people to change there options ,we are free people with free minds.

I believe in only two sexes Male and female , I have nothing against transgender people it’s just what I believe.

It’s awful that Floyed was killed by a officer kneeling on his neck , you should not do that BUT he was a criminal he held a pregnant woman at gun point and sold drugs THAT I’am against. Not the colour of his skin as white people have done these things to .

I’am not racist but I do not like criminals and protests , I also don’t like people trying to take history. Away it’s already happend so it’s our past some bad yes but life is not perfect.

I believe all lives matter all means ALL it is not racist I’am a peaceful gentle person who does not use anger or hate and does not judge , we all have freedom to believe in what we want and to exspress our options , you cannot force people to have options they do not believe in!!