Why social distence can’t last forever.

Put it this way , if social distence goes on any more years we will all go insane and be sex starved Hungary horny mad people.

We are only humans we need to hold hands , hug friends and family comfort the people we love.

We need sex and foreplay ,social distence can go on for years and years it will drive us mad.

Not being physical or being able to playfully flirt with the person your in love with is like being put in a cage.

Things we need back:

Holding hands

Hugs and kisses

Cuddles

Sex

Oral sex

Snogging

that’s why social distenceing can’t last forever , I need all of that ,you need all of that We need all of that , hopefully face masks will go and distenceing will go and life will return to normal.

High Street After Covid 19

Today I went to my local town Sale Manchester ,for my eye test.

To my disappointment PoundLand had closed one of my favourite places to shop in Sale.

Also looking around I noticed Empty Shops that had completely shut down to never open again.

Covid has distroyed the British High Street and it’s very upsetting.

Us British we like our poundshops our bargain shops .

The high street is now a ghost Town that needs to be rebuilt as it is a important part of people’s life’s .

Also the British culture our high streets are where life happens , people socialise.

I ask for my Poundland back and for our highstreet to be brought back to life , lets hope after covid that they do not stay as ghost towns, we need our high streets.

What’s the difference / there is not one.

I honestly had enough of Black lives matter protests ,if your white and have a option you try to express you get called racist.

So on this blog I want to show you something I have noticed.

Lee Rigby good man who served his country killed by two black man brutally , no protests going on for weeks on end.

George Floyed Criminal drugs and used gun on pregnant girlfriend,killed by police officer , protests go on and on and on causeing more racism makeing people angry and depressed.

Saying white lives matter is racist yet saying black lives matter is not ?? What’s the difference same thing!!

White person says Black person ect ect gets called racist.

Black person says black and it’s not racist??

Black person says white person not racist huh??

Black and Asians get societys and things just for them , white people do not ,

I say I’m not racist and I’m honestly not never have been ,In against violence and hate crimes , People cause hate crimes to me coz I’m autistic .I want equelaty and to be able to express my options without getting abuse of people.

Right now there is no equelaty ,it’s very depressing and with covid and blacklivesmatter bangging on all the time I’ve found my self feeling sad upset , I’m going to get my Bible out and read revaltions because it feels like the end of the world.

The truth is if your white you can’t say anything ,this blog here I try to express my point , but most likely evil nasty people and the youngsters will see it as a target to abuse me and call me nasty things, which is uncalled for! Btw Don’t try it I’m 36 and heard it all before ( yes I know I can’t spell I’m autistic and human which means I’m not perfect!)

What happend to freedom of speech ,there is none coz if you say anything which is your independent option , you get abuse , which is a childish way of dealing with things .

Pigs will fly befour I’m allowed to express my options and the UK will never be how it was .sadly it has been doomed since all illegal immigrants came in .

Coved19 March 2020

Week 1 &2

Week 1 : My art group where I socialise do Art and meet with my best friend in canteen, was cancelled.

This made me feel very sad intact I burst into tears , my fear is never seeing my friends or art group again.

Tuesdays Art group gave me happyness and my friend he gives me lots of happyness if I lost him I’d die.

Week 2 Mum & I always go to Hampshire in March to visit family ,also have a few days out.

1st change we saw was the service station at Warwick was almost empty.

On a Normal day the service station would be full.

Supermarkets have been mad to much ques and people panic buying, There is no need for this .

If you just did your normal shopping and didn’t panic , we would still have lots of stuff and not have run out .

Victoria Park Hampshire was so busy , becouse we are all aloud to go for healthy walks in parks , I loved seeing all the happy doggies having walks as I love dogs.

My only fears at the moment are

  1. My Dad who has underlying health issues getting coved19
  2. Not seeing Chris again
  3. Not seeing friends in art group again
  4. Normality and being able to live a normal life going for cafe shopping days out ect ect .
  5. That’s all that’s worrying me .
  6. I urge you all to think of others and don’t panic buy and KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON!!!!!

Covid 19 death tolls awful .

Great Briton 22.123 death here now , it is so awful that so many people have died.

I think we should learn from other countries like New Zealand who haven’t had many deaths , they have fought off and protected there people really well.

I hope a vaccine/cure gets found soon becouse ,yes we all want normal life and freedom ….but right now lockdown keeps us safe from catching the virus and reduces it we need it to die out.

America can you please stop being so relaxed !!

You have the highest death toll almost 60 thousand people sadly lost there life’s.

Stay at home keep lockdown that’s how you stop it speeding and catching and get it to fizzle out.

Just stop being so relaxed , right now the whole world is in lockdown that includes you if you want people to live and the virus to die .

Stop being pig headed and lockdown .

YOUR NEVER ALONE WHEN YOU DIE .

I want to comfort people who have lost family and friends to Covid 19.

Many people have died but come back , and have told us of what happens when you die.

Please do not worry , your loved ones were and are never alone (it’s up to you if you believe or not).

But spirits of relatives and Friends who may have died in the past ….or some cases pets watch over us.

When it is our time someone we knew in our life joins us and takes us to the next world .

When your soul leaves your physical body the pain is gone , becouse the pain was in your body not your spirit or soul.

My Mum’s best friend who sadly passed away of Cancer way before Covid 19 , became free of her pain and she got her hair back , I hear her voice sometimes,I hear spirits angels they guide and protect.

No one is ever completely alone ,you have spirits and angel as company who are there for you , once you die you are happy in the next life and your pain is gone, you can stay in heaven or come back to earth as a ghost and wait for your soulmate to join you and watch over your loved ones.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE , THEY ARE NOT ALONE , NOBODY IS ALONE.

Coved19 week 6 First week of April.

First this week Nan called to say Step Grandad was put into hospital .

Clocks went forward so I’ve been waking up at 10am not 9Am ,Still not used to the times as yet.

Friday Step Grandad died in Hospital from Cover 19 after only 3 days.

I was told today by my parents this morning.

2020 is turning out to be a very slow depressing year , that’s taking members of everyone’s family’s away.

It reminds me of a apocalypse so far more people are dieing each day and it has don’t disappeared as yet.

This means we can’t go back to normal life yet,the love of my life says he will hug me when and If we next meet , so I’ll look forward to being held in his strong arms.

Nothing much else has happened being stuck at home only so much can happen.

Coved19 Quratine week5 …I think

It will be April in one day , So far I’ve been entraining myself with erotic novels.

Makes me want sex even more , but only with the man I love. Sadly I’ve never experienced sex or a relationship as yet and I’m almost 40.

Its so depressing I want a orgasam I want to be pleased and dirty and I want please a man .

Let’s not go to my none existent frustrating love life …and the chase of the man I’m in love with ugh.

Apart from that I’ve been doing my art , going in garden for fresh air and using my exercise bike.

There’s only so much you can do right now.

I’ve never experienced anything like this , the world completely shut down , how long will we stay sane who knows.

The clocks went forward Saturday …..but I got it wrong thought it was Sunday. So woke up late on Sunday and today still jetlagged.

Trying to get used to longer days and clocks forward , not there yet as it was nearly 10am when I woke up.

Erm think that’s it.

Coved19 week 4 March 2020

Now UK is practically a ghost town EVERYTHING except supermarkets and pharmacys is shut.

On the way back from Hampshire on Sunday the motorways were like country roads empty or two or three cars.

The service station was empty.

Now I’am staying in and also in my garden for sunshine and fresh air.

Luckily I have loads of arty hobbies to keep me busy , plus books to read and a exercise bike so won’t get bored.

I’m taking the approach of people during the 1940s World War Two times.Just staying calm and taking one day at a time , it’s easy that way , becouse we do not know yet when this will be over.

Also found a app called Chapters which is basically erotic and romantic story’s which I’m hooked on right now.

It gives me that excitement in my life I’ve never really had. When your a woman of my age with lack of love life these novels help a little… dreams that you want in reality.

Intact I’m not going to go there I’m not far of 40 and the thought of lack of love life depresses me, the mid life crisis.

Just take one day at a time be distracted by hobbies carry on with a normal life at home and carry on ….Homes where the heart is and when your not there you miss it.

So enjoy your home becouse it’s your home.

Corovirus / breastmilk could save us

I was watching BBC news channel last night and a Doctor on it said Corovirus could not be transmitted through breastmilk.

Breast Milk has lots of cells , good bacteria , amino Acids that help baby ,I was wondering if the cells in breast milk prevent and fight of Corovirus .

If they are strong enough to fight it of maybe they could make sum pill of medicine from breastmilk becouse of what is in it , with its possabiltys of flighting off the virus , the cells and immunity in it.

It is just a theory and idea I’am not a scientist or anything …..I’m a artist .Just what I heard of the news made me think , It’s better to find something and solve the issue and think of ways and solutions for a world wide virus that needs stopping.