It will be April in one day , So far I’ve been entraining myself with erotic novels.
Makes me want sex even more , but only with the man I love. Sadly I’ve never experienced sex or a relationship as yet and I’m almost 40.
Its so depressing I want a orgasam I want to be pleased and dirty and I want please a man .
Let’s not go to my none existent frustrating love life …and the chase of the man I’m in love with ugh.
Apart from that I’ve been doing my art , going in garden for fresh air and using my exercise bike.
There’s only so much you can do right now.
I’ve never experienced anything like this , the world completely shut down , how long will we stay sane who knows.
The clocks went forward Saturday …..but I got it wrong thought it was Sunday. So woke up late on Sunday and today still jetlagged.
Trying to get used to longer days and clocks forward , not there yet as it was nearly 10am when I woke up.
Erm think that’s it.



