Blog Of Grumpy Middle Aged woman

Nearly 40 so getting older ,plus I am British ,and we are the best moaning and complainers in the world.Iam in the mood for moaning.

First sick of people setting fires in their gardens ,I like my window open and to have fresh air and coolness ,currently some selfish neighbour has a fire …..my eyes are stinging and ,I have breathing difficulties which I take nose spray for…..think of others before you set fires.!!!

Bouncing balls and trampolines horrid noises ,bouncing balls is a noise that ends up in your head like the ball is being bounced in your head ughhhh!!!

Noisey neighbours I don’t like your loud beating crappy music ,also turn your voices down the whole street does not need to hear you ,keep everything private in your own space not everyone else’s.

Cannabis smell ….just ban it completely it’s illegal it makes people Gaga and it smells like a toilet drain in a rubbish pile with rotten food on it .

Your reading this thinking I’d hate to live where she lives….your right haha….I just want peace and silence only noises I want to hear is nature maybe the odd car or plane pass by….but that it….and fresh lovely air with no horrid smells.

Why I haven’t blogged much recently

I have always believed in God ,Jesus ,Mary and all the unexplained mysteries of this world .I have always had faith and always prayed.

I recently joined a local catholic church and got Baptised in April I have since learnt more and things I did not know about my faith that I never knew before.

Now I go to Mass every Sunday with my Mum & Dad ,I feel more at peace now than ever I have no anger ,hate or jealousy in me at all , just lots of peace love and hope positive feelings and happiness ,I still have sadness and insecurities at times ,but I have feelings and emotions.

I’m still in love with the same man ,still believe he is my soulmate ,but sadly haven’t seen him in person for ages and that gets to me ,coz everyone else friendships are normal and see their friends regularly…still wonder at times about my social and love bad luck??