Category: sociallife

Spiritual , religious and life after physical world

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I have been spiritual most of my life , first experience seeing my nan wave goodbye of staircase as a little girl ( that young was scared).

Teen experiences when I was depressed and stressed , I always felt like someone was in the room with me.

This was my guardian angel my beloved Grandad Barker , he protected me from myself , I was very depressed he kept me alive.

Over many years also have physic dreams , these see many things from places I may see in future ( which become dajavu ).Others are of people of events.

Also more recently since passing of mums best friend ( also spiritual), she gave message to me ( mental medium ) through my mind) saying goodbye and she was ok.

Soulmate part well I met him 2015 but again Grandad Barker helped me on this one he showed me flashing images and kept going on at me ” he is your soulmate,”.

I didn’t want to believe it coz I’ve been rejected by men all my life , 2016 while in Wales I just gave in , hopelessly I. Love …not with him yet …But my soul feel complete and I …can’t really explain the rest , it’s complex and spiritual .

I have a special connection with him, I see so much in his eyes ,We both get similar emotions together , our humour is similar .I love him so much I just hope we get together soon befour we get to old😭.

I believe in ghosts angel’s spirits, inside our physical body is our soul/spirit ,it is there and when your physical body dies this soul/spirit goes to another world of souls or stays as a ghost here to pass on messages , haunts ect.

All the above is connected .

Love no law agaist

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Social worker friend who Iam in love with, He cares for people serverly disabled and he also has ADHD. I have Asburgers and know my own mind ect, his support worker friend said I cannot have a relashionship with him becouse he is a care worker ( NOT FOR ME AS I DO NOT NEED A CARE WORKER) she said its against the law for me and him to be a couple if ever we wanted to be? Is this true??

Also he is 100% my soulmate as I have a special bond and chesmisty with him, Since I met him the empty missing piece of my soul has filled/healed.

What she said hounestly angered and upset me , I have beeb mulling over it all week , also going through law with fine tooth comb, asking officals in Mancap, court, and head goverment minster of social workers.

I’m not easly angered as I’m a calm careing person .

I know I dont trust her , to be hounest my family and I dont trust care social workers (except my friend Chris).

Love has not got a law and if she does keep me and him apart, you will see Romeo juliet story in the news where I die coz im jept away from most importent man in my life .

The letter would say I love chris you tried to keep us apart ( ) my blood is on your hands!

Anyway so dar its not going romeo juliet way( thank god) Like I said I’ve been researchibg this with a fine tooth comb .

Its only illiagal if he is my care worker and I’m his client.

Which Iam not! Iam his friend , I’d gladly go to court or prison for loving him Im so angery and upset by what she said , even though I know she is wrong.

I need to relax and clear my mind as I do nit like anger ( as Yoda is right).

To Be Judged All your Life , Makes you wonder?

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At age 11 I was diagnosed with Asburgers sydrome. I was quite slow with School subjects at primery school. Apart from Art,most playtimes I sat on a cold step watching other kids play.

Secondery School I was top of my class , I was rubbish at Math and Home ect….I stood at a wall alone.

College I did well but was stressed ….I was alone alot .

My life in a nutshell , I always tried to socialize and was never nasty or mean to people …I dont belive in being nasty, but they were always nasty to me.

Why are people like this , there is so much evil in the world , why judge people why not just try to except each other.

I’am now in my mid early 30s I joined a art group october 2015 and people finally except me for me , my closest friend is Chris who I love and hope one day he will be my partner, never met anyone as nice as him befour.

But I still think about things like messages boards chatrooms( I used them when I was younger) .I think why are there people bullying and being nasty to others over social ,media being nasty to complete strangers.WHY??

Theres no need for it , I myself find these bullys childish and they may do it becouse they are insecure and taking there problams out on others.

We all have problems we are human after all , but don’t take it out on others .